I feel quite depressed..every time i look at a beautiful image on somebodys page on deviantArt and realise that im not at all as good as the photographer that took it.
Not that i have a useless and none-existant imagination (because i do hope i actually have it,the imagination that is!),- it's the equipment that's the problem..
Most students on my course own a digital SLR. And not just any, but a Nikon,because at Nottingham Trent they want you to own a Nikon.
What they don't realise is that some people,like me for example,are not made of fucking money and neither are the parents.
I mean, i don't understand how people that are younger than me on deviantArt own a Nkon or Canon D350 OR 400 or better..Im pretty sure they haven't bought them themselves..
i have to earn money for my first proper digital SLR this Xmas - a Nikon D40X.
Yes,that's a shit model compared to your fancy Nikon/Canon D400 and what not. But, that's me. I'll have to work two jobs over the Xmas holidays to maybe purchase it..
Equipment makes one hell of a difference on your photographs, I know that. I just can't keep borrowing equipment from the Uni store and drag it over to Peterborough

I want my own! Not just to mess around, but to take real photographs,professional photographs..
I just need to get that amount for my camera and i'll be so happy..
In the new year maybe..
